12-13-2004

(Monday: The Second Day Of The Week!)

(From Beaumont, Texas)

This is the day that You have made, O Lord.  I thank You for the gladness and the rejoicing in this day!  Thank You for the Word we received on yesterday and for the washing!  I needed to be purged.  Deliver us ,O Lord from the evil and from this bitterness that still has a hold on me!  My Lord, save me from this, because I cannot live like this!  The evil that stays in my heart, stops all the righteous things from coming in.  And this I do not want!  I want to get as much as I can, as fast as I can, and I do not need this evil stopping what You want to do for me.  On yesterday, You were speaking about that when You have a time that You want to do something, and if there is evil people still standing there, You will get rid of the evil people before You bring Your people in!  The example was used with people coming into the Assembly.  And the date for the people to come in, will be the 15^th, so, on the 14^th, the Lord will remove all the evil people that were there.  Amen! 

Let me not be included in that number, O Lord.  I need to be delivered from this evil.  My Lord, I ask that You would order my steps and my thoughts this day.  Who can I teach this work to, to help me?  Who will have the same spirit and the same focus as I?  I ask that You would give me who it is that You want me to work with.  Our oldest son shows the desire.  He is with me most of the time.  I ask that You would help him and purge him of the evil.  Only those with the same spirit, as I, can be a part of this.  I tried to show our oldest son how to activate Windows.  He did not get it the first time, because his voice is not loud.  This is a teaching that the Lord taught us a long time ago, about lifting up our voices.  I see, if he had taken hold to that teaching, he would have been able to activate Windows over the phone.  I told him that he is talking to a computer, and the computer cannot hear him, if he does not speak up.  I do ask that You would help him.  We need to be purged.  Felicia does not show interest in working with computers, or really anything that I am involved in.  I ask her to burn the CDs and answer the phone, and I had to yell at her the other day to get her to answer the phone.  Then I have one child, who wants to help, but he does not have the same spirit as I do, because he chose not to go to Worship Services anymore, so he cannot be included in, on this.  King David surrounded himself with his family and they caused him nothing but heartache and trouble!  So the Lord was counseling me yesterday on some things like what He was telling Sidney to do, when he was alive, that he needed to train someone who would be in the same spirit as himself to help him in his work.  The person that we train must do things the way it is already established and they must submit themselves to me.  They cannot come in with their own ideas and their own ways.  I have a way that is set up and established, so they must come into that way and do the things the way I do it.  But who will submit themselves and do things exactly how they need to be done?  Help me to teach them, also, O Lord.  With Felicia, I want to show her how to answer the phone and take messages.   She has experience in dealing with customers, because she runs the yard sales for me and she is very good at that.  But when it comes to the computer business she needs more help.  I need help to train her.  I do ask for Your help, O Lord.  How do I expect her to know if I have not shown her properly?  Amen.

Teach me to teach.  Help us to learn, O Lord.  Your System and Your Way is perfect, it is the best and it is upright!  Amen.