Flaming-point: 139th Day-15th Year

Thank You, O Lord for all of the help that You give to us!  Thank You for the Word that You give us, through Xmeah!  Thank You for correcting my paths, when I am going astray and doing things the wrong way!  You are truly a wonderful help to me!

Riech D. Cruz

1735 College Street

Beaumont, TX 77701

409-839-8404

409-951-9692

riech@mycomputerlady.net

139^th Day - 15th Year!

16^th Day of The 4^th Month

02-19-2010

 6^th Day of the Week, which is called Friday!

  "Good Evening!"

I have come to the computer's word processing program, about 2 hours later from the time You woke me up, with nothing in my mind, as what to write or what to say!  I have nothing preplanned that I was going to do.  I am just reading what You have written on the website at www.4th-seal.com and waiting for You to give me something to do!  I do acknowledge that You are ordering the steps and have given me some things to write so far!  Thank You for the help!  Thank You for the quiet time this morning!  Thank You for giving Deborah Esther comfort on yesterday, when I took her to the Man of God's house!  Her gums on the top are very swollen and she had been crying a lot that morning.  I knew that the evil spirits were trying to influence me in thinking that I should not take her over there, because she was crying a lot and she might be cranky over there.  But I also knew that if I did take her that the Lord would comfort her!  The evil spirits then started talking again, in my ears telling me that I would get in trouble, because I was not able to give her comfort!  But I knew that I had done what God told me to do, through Xmeah, and I did praise God, and I did rebuke the evil spirits, and I did call on the Angel that stands for Deborah and ask for her comfort!  I know that I did not do anything wrong, and the evil spirits were just trying to keep me and Deborah away from the Man of God!  But You do excel in Power, O God, and You did have me to go where help was!  I went to Xmeah's house, which is located at 1912 Hazel, and I told him that Deborah has a tooth coming out and it is causing her pain.  He took his finger and rubbed her gums and I knew that this was the healing and comforting touch from the Lord that she needed.  I thank You, Lord for that!  We did have a good time there, and she was even playing with the Man of God, crawling to him, and playing with him!  Thank You, Lord for giving me the desires of my heart!  Thank You for her comfort and for the peace!  The wicked spirits try all kinds of tactics to keep us back from getting the help that we need!

Thank You, O Lord, for giving me something to do and something to write!  Amen!  I acknowledge Your help! 

You have brought to my remembrance about a dream where I was giving our tax preparer a folder with all of our information in it, so he can do our taxes.  All that was shown in the dream, was that I was sitting in a chair, where there were other chairs attached to it.  I appeared to be alone, and then I handed him the yellow folder.  I wanted to give that to him, so that he could do the taxes on his own time, and not have us tied up in his office, sitting and waiting.  I considered it would be easier for him too, to work on his own time, and not have us sitting in his office while he does his work.

Every year when we go to the tax office, I consider how it is that one of the questions that the government makes him and the other preparers ask the clients, is how much money have you donated to the "church?"  I know what God has said, that what we give is supposed to be done in secret!  No one is supposed to know what we gave, and in a subtle way, every year, many people get robbed, because they make it known how much they give, so that they can receive a tax write-off!  Every year, people are lead into transgression by one simple question.  We do not speak about, or have any record of what we give.  Our record is with God!  He knows what we have given, and our credit comes from Him!  Amen!

"Good Morning!"

Thank You for giving me to meditate on Your Word!  Thank You for the inspiration to write!  Thank You for giving Xmeah to help me with my singing!  I was also considering that, this morning, about how when I have sung in a lower tone, it sounds as if I am singing a sad song!  My Lord, all Power and Ability comes from You to do all things!  I know that You can help me with my singing, so that I can sing great songs to You, because You are worthy to receive the best!

On yesterday, we had a great laugh on something that I found out that had happened years ago, when my brother lied on me, when he got caught for something evil that he had done, and tried to blame it on me!  All these years my mother thought that I was the one that had done this evil, but it was not me, at all, it was him!  The truth did come out, just like the Lord said, everything done in darkness shall come to Light!  I was laughing, when I said that she should beat his butt again, for lying!  We are all adults now, and this thing had been done when we were very young!  But it is good to see that there was no bitterness in my heart when I found out what was said!  I also knew that I was a very evil and deceitful person, in my past, and what sin was there, that I had not done?  So what does it matter about this other evil that I got blamed for, even though I did not do it?  Did that make me to be a better person back then?  No!  Even though I did not do that one evil, how many more did I do?  All I needed was one evil for me to bust Hell wide open!  So it does not make me feel any better about myself knowing that I was not guilty of that evil, because any sin that I had done, was enough for God to judge me!  God had the right to cast me into Hell, a long time ago, but because of His great Mercy, and love for Xmeah, He gave me a chance to make a choice!  God made a promise to Xmeah that his children would have a chance to hear the Truth for themselves!  And we did!  I was given that chance and I have heard the Truth and accepted it!  So I do what Xmeah said, and do not look back at my history with any pride about I was a good person, or not as bad as others because I did not do one certain evil!  Amen!

Also, when ever I look back at the past, even at happy memories, it always ends up bad!  There is not one time that I can think of something that took place in the past, where some evil memory does not pops up also!  It is always there, because my past was nothing but evil!  I was talking yesterday about remembering a book I read when I was little, and then remembered an evil I had done also!  And then my husband was talking to me about some thing about our past when I met him, and again, as I went on in the memory, some evil popped up!  I chose not to speak about it, so that it does not bring up bitterness or anger in anyone, but I saw it!  It is always there!  Just like You said, through Xmeah...keep looking and you will see it!  The evil is always there!  There is not anything that I can look at, in my BC years, (my before Christ years) that started off good and ended up good!  There was no good before Christ!  It was nothing but evil!

Wow!  I am amazed at what You have given me to hear and write, so far!  Thank You for the inspiration!  Amen!

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You brought to my remembrance about how confessions from a person who is sincere does not bring forth evil results in the hearer of the confession.  Amen!  I cannot judge any person's sincerity or insincerity.  But all I can look at is my sincerity and my love for God and in doing what God said to do!  Because doing what He said to do shows that we love Him!  Amen!

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