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04-26-2009
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st Day of the Week, which is called Sunday!


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04-26-2009

 

The Morning!

 

Sometimes the evil tries to make us accept a condition, that the Lord is not giving us to handle anymore!  We cast these burdens up to the Lord for Him to destroy them!  Thank You, Lord for Your help, and for sending Xmeah over today to speak with us and counsel us!  I received a lot this day, and I appreciate the help that You give to us, O Lord!

There were many dreams that came were given to me last night, but I did not write them down right away.  I was given to prayers and praises this morning, and then afterwards to read on the website, that the Lord established for the people to come and be fed, at www.xmeah.com !

Because I had leaned to my own understanding, and was so quick to take the meaning of the dream as something physical, and not spiritual, it caused me much distress of heart!  The dream had showed that I had died after the baby was born!  I was in the dream, and I could hear my thoughts about, after all of this that I went through, just to die after the baby was born?  I knew that the baby would live, but it was me, that would die!

The Lord started to explain to us, through Xmeah, that before the earth is destroyed, what will God do first?   His Children will be born first and He will take them out of here!  The same thing will happen in the time, when this land is to be destroyed, all of God's Children will be born and will come out! 

But who is to say, when I will die, after the baby is born?  Yes, I will die after the baby is born, but when will this take place?  In my mind, "after" meant immediately after the baby is born, but what is in God's Mind?  There are things that God said must take place afterwards, and it has been over 2000 years and it has not happened yet!  But it will!  So our thoughts of afterwards, and His Thoughts of afterwards are totally different!  Amen!

  We also learn to talk to the evil spirits, when they try to come to us and make us afraid about the words they speak!  We all will have to face death!  But I will come to the point, where I will say as Xmeah said, "Oh, Death, I do not fear you!"  My Lord, bring me on into this frame of mind, I pray Thee!  Amen!

But also on last night, there was much warring going on, in the spirit, as I slept!  Each dream showed much evil being around when the baby was born and a constant trying to overtake the baby!  I was having to fight the evil spirits and in each dream it appeared as if I was alone!  I was the one rebuking the evil and warring with the spirits, to protect the infant!   It was so strong, that at one point, it woke me up, because I was actually trying to make the words come out of my mouth while I was still asleep!  I could hear my mouth making noises, as if I was wrestling with the spirits, and trying to rebuke them out loud.  I do not know if my words were clear, or not, but I could hear myself speaking, and moaning, and it woke me up!  This went on almost all night long!

What was taking place in the dream is not real clear, but there were some things that were kept in my remembrance that I saw! 

In one dream I saw that I was not only fighting for this child, that is inside of me, but for other babies, of different ages!  I saw a one year old baby, and another baby that was a few months old, and the baby that I was carrying was the youngest one.  I am not sure if it was a total of three or four babies, but I think I remember seeing four babies total.  But I had to fight for all of them!

There were also puppies shown in the dream.  But I do not know what was being shown about these little white puppies.  My Lord, I do ask that You would make this dream clear to me. 

My brother in law, Juan was there too.  I had handed him one of the puppies.  What does this mean, my Lord?

I know that Juan mean John, in English.  I considered the name John, and not so much that it was my brother in law being shown in the dream!  But let me not rush to a conclusion, or guess as to what it is that You are showing me!  Amen!

As in other dreams, it showed that I was alone and I was fighting the evil spirits.  Why was it not shown that anyone was with me? 

Today the Lord spoke to us, through Xmeah, about Judas.  Judas is one that will do all the things that the Christians will do, but even though he will act just like a Christian, the Lord Jesus knew him for who he really was! 

So who is really together when the praises start, or a battle has to be fought?  We can look like we are all in it together, but God knows!  I also know that the evil spirits know where the Power is, too!  They do not respond to bluffs!  But to real praises, they are knocked back!  I do see how You are still helping us to become a fighting unit, O God!  You are building us up to be one with You, and then one with another! 

You correct us and instruct us!  You show us our errors, so that our paths might be made straight!  Blessed are You, O Lord, and blessed is the Man of God that You have given us to give us Your Word!  Amen!

Thank You for the comfort of the heart that You give and the strength to endure!  Thank You for showing me that I was not alright, even though I was trying to accept the condition that was on me as being alright.  You see us for how we really are, even though we do not see ourselves. 

You knew something was wrong and You sent Xmeah over.  Thank You for what You have done for us, O Lord!

This is what the Lord had to say, and I related to it about being shown in the dreams of fighting alone:  Do not weaken yourselves spiritually by including someone as being with you who have not been showing faithfulness in doing what God has commanded!  On yesterday, the Lord kept me in remembrance of not being unequally yoked with unbelievers!  There is no fellowship between unbelievers and believers!  The Spirit of the assembly cannot be polluted by your thoughts!  Slackness and zealousness are not in harmony, nor in fellowship!  One has a zeal for praising God while another don't!  Are they one in what they are doing?  Are they a help?  Every person seeks his own improvement because he wants to be a part of what the Lord has established.  Those who find excuses, and those who find the way are not partners!  How shall they be able to agree as touching anything?  You have to first be agreeing about the Way!  Remember: the Lord is He who joins!  Let everyone who is calling himself a part of this show himself to be faithful in doing what is commanded!  God is still dividing and separating things!  Amen!

Thank You, Lord for Your Word!

Another thing has been happening to me in the night time.  It has happened three times already, and the first time, I woke up I was choking on vomit that was in my throat!  The next two times, I woke up and I could just feel the vomit in my throat, but I did not choke on it.  The next night, the Lord inspired me to use two pillows to sleep with my head a little bit elevated, and not flat, and I did not have that problem.  But that was the night that the warring, in the spirit, took place.

My Lord what are these things that are happening in the night time?

In Your Timing, You explain all things to us!  I do thank You for all of the understanding and Wisdom that You teach us, through Xmeah.  Amen!

In the dream that showed that I was going to die, the Lord made mention, through Xmeah, about how it is that after we are dead, what concerns do we have about what goes on in this world anyway?  Our worries and concerns are gone!  But also who would the Lord take out first, a working person or a non working person?  Hezekiah was an example to us about a man who had done much work, and presented his case before the Lord about all that he had done and all that he still desired to do!

In the dream, that is what was shown to me, that there were still things that I had wanted to do for the Lord.  I have come so far, and done things, but there was so much more that I wanted to do.

A humorous thought came to me about when I was first pregnant and did not know it, I was asking the Lord to heal me of this sickness that was on me.  But as it turned out, I was not sick at all, I was just pregnant.  And now, that I am at the end, how I should not be asking the Lord to make the pains I am having to go away, but instead ask for what I need to endure them. 

It is a mighty thing to me to see how long I have been having these pains, and to still be able to treat people with kindness and not get snappy or bitter against anyone.  My aunt Claire said that this is when I will know that I am in labor, because this is what happened to her.  But that is not me, and that is not the way the Lord taught us to be.  She might have been that way, but this is not a desirable way for me to be in!  I have heard of all the jokes and the way they say mothers are when they are in labor, where they curse and scream and get really mean, but this is not the way of the Lord.  I desire to be different and to show another way.  But I cannot do this, without Your Help, O God!  The other day You gave me to meditate on that how the Lord Jesus sought You for what He needed to be able to do the job that was set before Him, when He was to be crucified, and needed the Power to resurrect Himself.  He knew what He had to face.  Just like I know what I have to face, but as it was said today, through Xmeah, to look at the end result and that is the birth of the child!  Don't focus on the path, but focus on the goal at the end!  Amen!

Thank You, Lord for the encouragement that You give to us, and the enlightenment!  Amen!

 


 

Riech D. Cruz

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