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211th
Day - 14th Year!
29th
Day of The 7th Month
05-02-2009
7th
Day of the Week, which is called Saturday!
“Desire The MP3 Reports!”
MP3 Reports
are recordings of these Messages from the LORD
onto CD's! Thus saith the LORD, Pray that
every MP3 Report, that you see mentioned in
these Reports, will come unto you! Amen!
MP3 Reports can be downloaded from: www.xmeah.com.
05-02-2009
The Morning!
Blessed is the help that
comes from You, O God! Thank You for
showing me so many things that I had wrong, that
were hindering the birth of this child. I
had asked what is hindering, and I was looking
at myself to see what I had done wrong, and You
are faithful to show me my errors! You are
faithful to show all of us what we have done
wrong, if we truly desire to see it! I
thank You also for not allowing the evil spirits
to put guilt trips on me, once I am shown the
evil. God does not show us these things to
make us feel bad or to put us down, but it is to
help us! I have been shown much, and much
has gotten destroyed. I am grateful for
that, O Lord.
You have shown me fears that
I have and I have cursed the fears! But
then I see more fears pop up! It is
brought to my remembrance about Gideon and the
22,000 fears! So I am given to either
curse the evil, that is shown, or I speak to the
evil about life and death are in God's Hands and
His Hands alone! But the wicked seems like
it is still allowed to speak to me, and they are
still speaking the same messages over and over
in my ears! Some words are harsh and some
are so sympathetic! Either way, they are
trying to get me to go against what God has
said! It is a trial, and I do thank You
for the trial. I seek to be delivered,
when the time has come and I have gained all
that I can gain from it.
I considered on yesterday how
to write, and what to write. I do not want
to write things that will not edify or
strengthen someone. Teach me to write, O
Lord.
As Xmeah said, there are some
things that he does not write at all. And
I do thank You, O Lord for teaching us about the
quiet time and meditations. Amen!
Let deliverance come, O Lord,
I pray!
Thank You for showing me how
to lie down, and by causing me to lie down in a
different position, against the world's
recommendations, You have given me much comfort!
There are so many things that
I have learned, or heard of, when you are
pregnant, about what you are supposed to do, or
not supposed to do. Purge me thoroughly, O
God, so that no more of that mess, I learned in
the world, will influence me! It is true
that we have learned a lot, while being in the
world. My past three pregnancies were all
while I was in the darkness, so I have nothing
to draw from. I have no one I can use as
an example, either. I am the first.
But I do not count myself as being something
special, because I saw what You were going to do
to Moses, when he did not obey You. And
Moses was a great man, who did a great work for
You! So if You were ready to kill Moses
for one thing he disobeyed You in, who do I
think I am? I am nobody, and I am
unimportant. I realized that even carrying
this child does not make me to be special, and
exempt from doing what You say to do! If I
were to be destroyed for sin, the child I carry,
goes straight back to God, because this child is
pure! But what about my soul? If I
die in disobedience, I go straight to Hell!
Amen!
No one should ever feel like
they are special to God, or that God needs them.
God does not need us, we need Him! Amen!
Teach me to pray as I ought
to pray, O Lord. I do not know how to
pray.
My Lord, what more must be
done, so that I can be brought to the birth?
It is true that we did things, physically, to
get ready for the birth of this baby, and
everyday, I wake up and look into an empty crib,
and wonder when will this bed be filled.
We made things ready, physically, but there was
much evil that had to be gotten rid of.
The spiritual cleaning had not been done.
What must I do, to bring this to pass?
Thank You for helping me to
get some laptops fixed. I appreciate the
help that You have given to me to be able to do
some work. Thank You for also helping me
to get work done on the website, and giving me
the ability to be able to record. I do not
want to leave anything undone, and I do not look
for excuses as to why I cannot do a certain
thing. Amen!
I can do all things, through
Christ Jesus, Who strengthens me!
My Lord, give me what I need
to endure, I pray Thee!
I had considered things I
have heard from the world about what to do when
a woman is pregnant, and things I have been
instructed to do, either through the Man of
God's mouth, or coming directly to my ears.
I do not expect those of the world to
understand, but I marvel at how there are two
choices set before me, and I can do what God
said to do, or what the world said to do.
You do help me to make right choices, and build
me up in trust in You, that as long as I do what
You say to do, everything will be ok. You
said that everything works out for the good for
them who love the Lord! To love Him, is to
obey Him! So as long as I obey what I am
hearing, coming from the Lord, it will work out
for my good!
You showed me, how I am like
those on the ship with Paul. Euroclydon
has struck, but if I listen to the words of
Xmeah, who stands in the place of Paul, we shall
have no loss of life. That is what I
looked forward to, when I read that in Acts 27.
I look at the fact, that I want all lives to be
saved. Material things were lost, and
there is nothing I can do about that, but the
important thing is, is that all the lives were
saved. Amen!
Last night I was given a
dream, where I had looked down at my stomach and
saw that my belly button was no protruding from
my stomach! It has been level to my
stomach for a while now, because my stomach is
so big, but this time, when I looked down, I saw
that it was actually starting to stick out!
I had heard a young midwife
say in a joke about it reminds her of the
thermometer that goes in a turkey, when you cook
it in the oven. When the little thing in
the thermometer pops out, that means the turkey
is done!
So, like Xmeah was saying, we
have to wait to see what Mama is cooking in the
oven! I do thank You, Lord for causing me to
stop guessing as to what is going on inside and
when the baby is to be born. I have told
everyone to stop looking at dates, because the
dates seem to be causing distress of heart!
If no one knew a date that the baby was to be
born, I do not think that there would be so many
people worried that I was late. I do not
feel like I am late, and even considered one
date that was given to me, when I first found
out I was pregnant was not until May. The
dates for April have passed and it caused
worries. But now I have told people all we
are doing is waiting. It will come, when
God says the time is right. I am learning
to be patient, and not to be anxious. I am
learning not to guess, but to just allow God to
do what He knows must be done. God has all
Power, and all things are under His Control!
He has not forgotten about me, and He is not
like people who can only have a certain amount
of things on their minds at one time! Amen!
I am still hearing the wicked
speaking to me, in my ears and trying to get me
to make choices as to what we are going to do,
but I look at my history of bad choices, and I
say I will not be moved, so help me, God!
Amen!
There were evil spirits that
were also allowed to constantly speak with Paul.
And there are some things that I hear over and
over again! It is not a physical voice,
but it is a spiritual voice that I hear.
And I did wonder, if this is the same thing that
Paul had to deal with, where this evil speaking
will keep me buffered and not thinking too
highly upon myself than I ought to. Or is
this that sycamore tree with the roots so deep,
and spread into everything, that I see its
evidence everywhere? Thank You, Lord for
bringing to my remembrance to curse it! I
have done so. Only the Angel of the Lord
can pluck it up by the roots and cast it into
the fire for me, without leaving a huge hole in
the ground! The Angel of God can separate
the roots from the soil! Amen!
The Evening!
Thank You for
the remembrance of a dream from yesterday.
I dreamed that we had gotten a drum cartridge
for our fax machine/copier. But is this
what is needed for it? There have been
large black smudges on the edges of the paper,
and I do not like having to make copies for
customers and it is not looking the best that I
know it can look. I did consider getting a
drum, for it, but I had not ordered it. In
the dream, I was
surprised when I saw it in the mail, because I
had not remembered ordering it! But
suddenly, here it appeared in the mail! I was
glad that we had it. But when I opened the
package, I saw that the drum had been damaged,
and there was a dent in it! I wondered if
I would be able to fix it, or use it like that.
I do thank
You for bringing that back to my remembrance,
and I ask for the understanding of it.
Amen!
Is this all that God
Can Bless You With?
What more can God do for you,
if you allow Him? I had a meditation, at
the close of the business day, about how we
limit God in what He can do for us, by our
actions. We had been closing our Computer
Shop down on Saturdays, so we can rest and do
other things, but the Lord started to point out
to us, how He said to labor 6 days, and on
Sunday, we rest, for that is the Lord's Day!
Oh, how we have cut ourselves short from the
blessings of God, by us not following precisely
what He has said for us to do! But blessed
are You, O Lord Who has brought this out, what
had been a concern to our hearts. You have
given us a correction and shown us the right way
to go, through the mouth of the Messenger,
Xmeah! Amen!
You showed us about doing
things with our whole hearts. I thank You,
O Lord God for showing us that, and for causing
us to see how our mistakes, and what we have
done to allow evil to creep in. Amen!
Blessed is he who
walks not in the counsel of the ungodly!
So if a man is blessed
because he does not follow after the counsel of
the ungodly, then a person who does what the
wicked says is cursed! How many steps and
advice have I actually followed by things that I
have learned while in the darkness?
I dreamed a dream that showed
I was taking a bath in some baking soda. I
had considered where did I hear about taking the
bath in baking soda, for relief from hemorrhoids?
Was this not given to me from the wicked?
It was shown as something I read off of the
Internet. So why was I shown doing what
they said to do? If I follow the advice
and instructions of the wicked, then I am
cursed. But to follow what God tells me to
do, by the mouth of the Preacher, then I am
counted as being blessed! Amen!
Riech D.
Cruz
1735
College Street
Beaumont,
TX 77701
409-839-8404
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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