Thank You, O Lord for the remembrance of Your Word!  Thank You for the honesty!  Thank You for having me to wait and to not rush!  Thank You for giving me not to lie!  You cause me to remember You at all times and to know that You are watching!  There is never a time that You do not see us and that You are not there to judge us!  Thank You for that awareness in the time of great joy!

Thank You for explaining to me why I was so worn down and tired and how I said, I am not going to be listening to these evil spirits anymore, making suggestions to me!  They wore me out!  I saw a commercial, that was being spoken about, in Services about how the cockroach tries to talk real smooth, to gain access to the man's house, but thank God for the Orkin man!  I had to laugh when I saw the commercial, because I remember how I was the one who allowed the evil to come in to vex my mind, by not asking Xmeah what to do with the van!

It came to my remembrance that we are not supposed to ask the preacher about physical things, like that.  Because he is not here to tell us about our vehicles, and how to fix our computers, but he is here, to give us the Word of God!  This is what the evil spirits were telling me, in my mnd, so I said that I would allow the Angel of the Lord to speak with me and tell me what to do!  But what a mess I got myself into!  All kinds of people were telling me what was wrong with the van, and I kept buying things and buying things, and it is still not working!  I was not anxious to get it fixed, but I did see how money was starting to be wasted!  I was also caused to see, that it would have been better if I did ask Xmeah what was wrong with the van!

Today, our youngest son bought his very first vehicle.  So now, my husband and our son have working vehicles, but our oldest son and I do not!  Both of our vans are not working.  I was given to pray for our oldest son so that he would not be discouraged, that the vehicle he bout is not working yet!  Just like I do not know what the end result will be with mine, neither does he!  I rejoiced in remembering the one thing that I was told to do, by Xmeah and that was to get rid of the van that I have, that has not worked in years!  It has been sitting in the back yard, for a very long time now!  I told my husband that I did hear Xmeah say that, and why should I go and Xmeah for step 2, if I have not taken step one yet!  He said, just get rid of it!  Amen!

So I go step by step!  And I cannot see what will be, but I know that by following the Lord, it will all be for my good, in the end!  Amen!

When I went to get the inspection sticker, for our son's vehicle, I was not aware that one tire was missing two lug nuts.  I did not know that a vehicle will not pass inspection like that.  We had to wait a very long time to get inspected, because there were many people ahead of us.  And then after we waited for so long, I was told that I could not get it, because of the lug nuts!  We were now the last people in the shop and they were about to close.  I told the man that I was going to get the lug nuts and could I still get the sticker.  I was glad to know that they were missing, because I did not want to drive with the tire not being secure!  But he told me no, I had to have them on there, at the time of the inspection.  So then I asked if I could go to a tire shop to get them and come back, but he said, no, because they were closing. 

Then he asked me if I give him some extra money, that he will pass it for me!  I told him no!  The thought was there to do it, since I had waited so long and I was ready to go home, but that would be lying!  And besides that, it would cost me more money! 

I am thankful to You, O Lord for having me to remember to be honest in all things!  Thank You for having me to just!  What is it, to just wait one more day to get the thing done right?  Amen!

Help me to be aware of subtle evils, O Lord!  It is easy to be aware of big things, but I need to be aware of the small foxes!  That is what does the most damage!  Amen!

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