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This Is The
Eight Month of My 14th Year!
213th
Day - 14th Year!
1st
Day of The 8th Month
05-04-2009
2nd
Day of the Week, which is called Monday!
“Desire The MP3 Reports!”
MP3 Reports
are recordings of these Messages from the LORD
onto CD's! Thus saith the LORD, Pray that
every MP3 Report, that you see mentioned in
these Reports, will come unto you! Amen!
MP3 Reports can be downloaded from: www.xmeah.com.
05-04-2009
The Morning!
Thank You for the start of a
new month, O Lord! Thank You for restoring
my ability to be able to type this morning!
I meditated on how not letting my joy be taken
away from me. There are things that I love
to do, and then there are times that I find
myself not being able to do that, which I love!
I ask that these things would not be allowed to
be taken away from me, my Lord! The
writing is part of the Work that we do for You!
And I love the work that You have given me to
do!
I had also considered about
let my tongue be as the pen of a ready writer.
I have seen this ability in Xmeah. There
are times that he does not write at all, but he
will just record. Let this same ability be
given to me, O Lord. I know that I do not
have this, because I have seen where I turn on
the recorder and just start to talk, but my
words do not come out as fluent as they do when
I sit and write. But I know You can give
me that ability, because I have seen it on
display! Blessed are You, O Lord my Help,
Who has given me the ability to be able to sit
upright, this morning, and to type. Amen!
I do not question the Lord,
as in an accusing way, but I enquire, as to when
will I be brought to deliverance. I do
wish to be brought to deliverance, O God!
I hope for this to come to pass soon. But
Your Will be done! What else is
withholding? You know the day and the
hour. You knew when I conceived, even
though I did not know myself, and You know the
time of the deliverance. Amen! What
must I do, if there is anything, to bring forth
this birth? In a meditation, as I lay upon
my bed, this morning, I considered two different
things. One was how the world says that
just before a woman gives birth she has a
"cleaning frenzy," that they call "nesting."
I have never experienced this before, and it has
always sounded foolish to me. But then I
considered how we were focused on cleaning and
fixing the physical appearance of the house,
before the baby was born, but it was the
spiritual cleaning that the Lord wanted us to
focus on! There was much mess that was in
the house, spiritually, that needed to be gotten
rid of!
And I also understand now,
how following after any advice of the evil, will
cause me to abide in a curse, and set up
hindrances for me! I thank You, O Lord for
using Xmeah to talk to us and show us things
that You saw that we had wrong! It is a
joy to be corrected and purged.
Then I also meditated on how
I have heard from so many people, on how to
breathe when I am having contractions!
They say to breathe in through your mouth and
out through your nose. In my mind, I saw a
dog, named Cocoa, that had come to our house one
cold, winter day, to have her puppies.
This was her first litter of puppies. She
went into our garage, got under a large sheet of
plastic and I saw her as she gave birth to her
puppies! She did not breathe long, deep
breaths, like they say. She had no one
there to tell her what to do. But she
delivered four very healthy puppies by herself.
So where did all of these
birthing gadgets and techniques come from?
Why are there special clamps used to tie off the
umbilical cord on a baby? The dog did not
have a special clamp for her puppies? And
then I considered how man has truly fallen and
have become so weak! It is a shame to see
that a dog is more able to give birth,
naturally, than a human, which is created in
God's Image and Likeness!
I also considered the women,
of these days, who live in the jungles. I
was reading about Pigmy women and how they give
birth. These are very short women, and
they have very large babies. In
comparison, it was said that the size of a pigmy
woman and her baby, would be like an 5'6 tall
woman giving birth to a 14 lb. baby! But
yet, these women do it all the time, and have no
complications! They have no hang-ups about
they cannot give birth naturally to their
babies! They are not butchered in
hospitals like the mothers in these days are,
where they are told that they cannot have a baby
naturally, and the baby must be cut out of them!
For this reason, You created
women. You created us to be the ones to be
able to give birth. You gave a commandment
that said to be fruitful and multiply! You
are the One Who made this to be so. You
are the One Who has given the ability!
Blessed is the job that You have given me to be
able to do. Thank You, Lord for blessing
me with this gift. Amen!
I was awake for a long time,
just lying in bed, and meditating on these
things and the Word of the Lord, before I even
got up to write them. I was not sure if I
would be able to sit upright and write, but
blessed are You, O Lord, Who has given me the
ability. Thank You also for keeping the
things in my remembrance! Blessed are the
contractions that You allow me to have and
blessed is the rest that You give me, in between
them! Amen!
You know what is going on
inside of my body, and it was You I enquired of,
this morning, as to what is going on in there.
I wanted to know what is hindering. I
cannot see inside of me to know what is going
on, but I know that You know, and You are in
control of it all! You are building me up
in so much trust in You, that it is really
amazing to me! I look forward to the
Fruits of Righteousness that I will have gained
once this trial is over! Because the trial
is so great, I believe the reward will be
awesome! I do not know what You have in
store for me, but what ever it is, I know it is
good! Amen!
My Lord, what does this dream
mean that You showed me when I went to lie down?
Whenever I dream a dream that shows that I have
hit one of the children, it bothers me a lot.
In this dream it showed that I had left our
oldest son in charge of the Computer Shop.
I had to deliver a truck to my husband and a man
that was waiting for it. We were selling a
brand new truck to him, that had slight cosmetic
damage for around $4000! It was a great
deal, but in the dream, I wondered where did we
come across a truck like that to sell to him!
The man did not care about the cosmetic damage
on the outside, because he said it was the
inside (the motor and transmission) that he
cared about!
In that sense, the man showed
much wisdom. Most people look at how does
a thing look, and they make judgments based on
the outside appearance. This man needed a
good truck, and he bought this one without
hesitation. He also purchased a computer
from us to go into his store that he owned.
It appeared like it was a paint store. He
had one of his employees go in and get two
envelopes of money. One was for the truck
and the other was for the computer. He
handed both to me and I was very happy that it
had sold and to receive all that money!
When I got back to our
Computer Shop, I saw that all the mini blinds
were drawn and the lights were off! It
looked like our business was closed!
Things were not being run right!
I told our oldest son to open
everything up and turn on the lights!
Why did he have it like that?
He was left in charge.
My Lord, should people be
left in charge?
Then I went to my computer
and saw that he had been using it, and got it
infected! I was very upset to see a virus
on my personal computer! Why was he
using my computer to begin with? I was
angry to see my computer messed up.
That is when I slapped him
very hard! What does this mean?
Riech D.
Cruz
1735
College Street
Beaumont,
TX 77701
409-839-8404
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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