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This Is The
Eight Month of My 14th Year!
218th
Day - 14th Year!
6th
Day of The 8th Month
05-09-2009
7th
Day of the Week, which is called Saturday!
“Desire The MP3 Reports!”
MP3 Reports
are recordings of these Messages from the LORD
onto CD's! Thus saith the LORD, Pray that
every MP3 Report, that you see mentioned in
these Reports, will come unto you! Amen!
MP3 Reports can be downloaded from: www.xmeah.com.
05-09-2009
218thDay_14thYear.mp3
"A Marvelous Thing Has Happened For Me!"
It was as if the hand of the wicked was upon my
flesh, trying to cut off my breath! But
blessed is the Lord, my Deliverer, and my
Conqueror, to conquer the evil! It was a
mighty thing that You have done for me!
On yesterday, an affliction came upon me, where
there was a great pressure of gas pain in the
middle of my chest, where my ribs come together.
I have never felt something so strong before.
While the Man of God and his wife were at our
house, I was given verbal commands of things to
do. I did what I was told to do and we all
sat and listened to the Word of the Lord and had
a good time. I was not in a lot of pain at
that time, but it did hurt.
Then some time after he left, the pain
intensified! I have never felt a splitting
pain like that before in my chest!
But it came to my remembrance what we had just
heard the Lord say, through Xmeah's mouth, about
seeing God on the inside, and not looking at Him
as being on the outside! It also came to
my remembrance to just do what I hear to do, and
do not question, or judge what is being said to
do! We were taught earlier, that we are
not even to predetermine what a thing that we
are told to take will do for us. We are to
make no judgments! An example was given
about a man who has diarrhea, and is told by the
Lord to take an Aspirin. It was already
programmed in our minds what an Aspirin is for.
But is that all it is for? We are to just
do what God said to do, and let the thing do for
us, what God intended for it to do for us!
Amen!
So what was coming to me was how it was shown
that when my brother was a baby, how he was held
to burp him. The world teaches to pat the
baby on the back, but my father, held him
upright, and supported his head by holding his
neck and then wiggled him around, and the gas
came up!
It came to me to get on my knees and to stretch
while praying Psalm 27 and Psalm 23. I
also was given to take off my bra, which the gas
pressure was right underneath the strap.
What ever it was that was coming to my mind to
do, is what I did. I rejoiced, because the
Lord said that in the midst of a storm, we
should find that peace and hear that still,
small voice! And in this time of this
great pain, I was actually hearing things to do!
I would do as I was hearing.
When I was on my knees, praying and stretching,
some gas did come out!
Then it came to me to lie down, but not to lie
down the way I had been lying down before, but
to lay a different way. So I did that.
I was able to sleep for a little while.
When I was awakened a short while later, it came
to me to get up and take a hot bath. So I
rose up from bed and that is when the pain hit
me the hardest! It felt like my entire
body was being split in half by a sharp wedge!
I could not even breathe in deep! I could
only take very small breaths of air, without
causing tremendous pain!
I took the bath, like I was being given to do,
and when I got out, I sat on my bed, not moving,
because any movement brought about an
excruciating pain in my entire chest!
My cry went out to the Lord, inwardly, because I
was not able to cry out loud to Him for help!
I know that God hears our secret cries!
This was one of those situations, where, had I
had the breath, I would have cursed the evil
spirits to get away from me, but the words could
not come out! But I know that God can hear
me and He was the only One Who could deliver me
from this!
My laptop was next to me and an email came in.
It was Xmeah, asking me how was I feeling.
I was able to write back to him and tell him
that I was hurting very, very bad.
I continued to sit there, not wanting to move,
and asking the Lord for help, when all of a
sudden I moved a little, and I felt no pain.
I was surprised that it did not hurt, so I moved
a little more. Again, I felt no pain!
That is when I started to move around a lot and
saw that no matter what I did, or how I moved,
the pain was completely gone! Just as fast
as it rose up, it disappeared!
I immediately emailed Xmeah again, and told him
the pain was gone!
Then my mouth opened up and I started clapping
my hands, singing praises to God! I was
free! I was delivered and it was a miracle
to me on how fast it had happened!
When I was singing, everyone came in and joined
in with me! I was so excited!
Then when I went to lie down, I was still so
joyful and bubbling with excitement about what
the Lord had done, and another song came to me,
so I sang that to the Lord, too! It was so
wonderful what He had done and how He delivered
me from this strong enemy that I know was too
strong for me! My God, You are Amazing to
me! So full of mercy and loving kindness!
So ready to forgive and to help Your people in
times of great distress and trouble!
There was nothing I could do about this pain,
but it was nothing for You to deal with it and
to chase it completely away from me!
I rejoice in what You have done! The
Victory and the Glory is Yours! No one can
get the credit for what was done, but You, O
Lord God! You did not use doctors or
hospitals, or anything but Your Power, and Your
Power alone! Your Word that was spoken to
us, through Xmeah, just before this thing
happened was there to guide me in what to do!
I did not look at You being outside of me, but
You are the Power within! Amen!
How wonderful is that! You never let me
down! Blessed is the Help that comes from
You, O God!
That is my testimony of what the Mighty God has
done for me! Amen!
"God in Me, and Not Looking at God Outside of
Me, Anymore!"
"He is The Power Within!"
The Lord is quick in what He
does! He is the Power from within Who causes
these things to be removed!
The Power to move the stone off of the tomb was
found from within! Blessed is the
understanding that You have sent forth, O Lord,
through the mouth of Xmeah!
You caused me to look at the word tomb, and
womb. Both are very similar. But one
holds dead things and one holds life!
"Find Your Strength In
One!"
I meditated on how the dreams were showing me
fighting alone, as was mentioned yesterday, by
the mouth of Xmeah, the Man of God. Also,
in many dreams it showed me being alone, with
the baby! You gave me what to ask of You
for, O Lord and that is to use me to deliver
this baby! I had considered it, but never
asked for it! Should I not be the first
one to know what is going on inside of my own
body, and not looking and leaning on another to
assist me? God is my Help, and my
Strength! But it was true that I was
looking to too many people as being my help and
my strength, and people will let you down!
You are Faithful, O God! You are
Steadfast, and Immovable! Amen!
I thank You, O Lord for these very strong and
very painful contractions! It rejoices me
that with each one, I am getting closer to my
goal of having this baby in my arms! This
is a gift that I have wanted for so long, and
You are the One Who blessed me with it!
You said You were the One Who started it, and
You will see it through! Amen!
It amazed me that even in a dream from last
night, I was aware of what my body was going
through! I could sense that my body was in
pain and having some very strong contractions,
but I continued on in the dream. I knew
that my body was going to have to continue to go
through that, but I could not go back, I had to
see what was being shown to me. It was an
amazing thing, to be aware of the condition of
the body, while being separated from it! I
could still feel what was happening to it, but I
was an active participant in a dream, and stayed
there! I do not think I have ever
experienced something like that before!
Amen!
"What is Money For?"
It feels good to have the ability to use money
wisely and pay for the things that we use, such
as our utilities. An example came to me
about how at the end of the day, the money that
is made in the shop how it gets divided.
The first portion, always goes to the Lord!
The workers are paid and the money that is left
over goes towards bills, or things that are
needed around the house! We do not horde
money, or store it up. It is a tool to be
used to keep the bill collectors off of our
backs!
We ask for wisdom, but God does not zap us with
it. It comes by choices we make!
Amen!
You gave us to pray Psalm 25, and to acknowledge
that when did I ever ask that the foolish spirit
be removed from me? Growing older does not
mean I become wiser! If the Lord had not
brought this out, I would just grow into an old
fool! I have seen many people who are old,
but they are foolish in their ways! But
You, O Lord, in Your Great Mercy has given this
Message to Xmeah, to give to us, and now we are
taught at a younger age what to do, so that we
can have Wisdom! Amen!
A Dream!
This was a dream that the Lord gave to me.
He even caused me to remember the dream, because
it was not in my remembrance, at first.
I know what a horse shoe looks like, but in this
dream, the horse was wearing shoes, like that
which we would wear! Not only was this
unusual, but the horse could also talk, like we
could! My Lord, what does that mean?
In the dream, I was standing next to a man, but
I never saw his face very clearly. I was
in a pen, with this red horse and the man.
The horse came up to me and told me that it hurt
to walk. In the dream, it did not seem
strange to me, that this horse could talk to me!
I was not sure if he would allow me to lift his
leg, because some horses do not like that.
I noticed that his back leg was already drawn up
a little, in a rested position, where there was
no weight on it. I wondered if I
lifted his front leg, would that throw him off
balance, and would he become uneasy. I
slowly lifted his leg, and he made no
objections. He was able to keep his
balance even with only two feet firmly planted
on the ground. The hoof that was at rest
was his right back hoof and the hoof I lifted
off the ground to check, was his front right
hoof. I leaned my body against his, to
allow him to lean against me for extra support.
This is how I was taught to clean a horse's
hoof. At first I was afraid that if the
horse became unstable, that he might panic and
kick me, but he allowed me to do what I needed
to do. He was a very gentle horse.
When I lifted his leg, is when I noticed that he
was not wearing a metal shoe, like most horses,
but a slip over shoe, like what a human would
wear. I took it off and inspected it.
I saw that there were nails that were sticking
up in the shoe. I then put my hand inside
of it so I could feel what he would feel, and
sure enough, there were nails that could be felt
from the inside. I understood that this
poor horse had been walking on nails all this
time and was in pain, but never said anything.
That is when the man next to me said something
about the shoe and the nails, and he was telling
me that the nails on the outer rim of the shoe
belonged there. But I explained to him,
that the nails were punching through and the
horse was walking on them. I continued to
take the nails out of the shoe. Then when
I put the shoe back on, I let the horse walk
around and now he felt better.
My Lord, this was a very interesting dream!
I do ask that You would explain this to me.
I read today, on the website,
www.xmeah.com
about how Balaam cursed the ass he was riding,
like how some people get mad at their vehicles
when their vehicles act up. But in this
dream, it seemed like I wanted to find out what
was wrong with this horse, and then he told me
that he was in pain. In the Message for
today, the Lord was speaking about how He does
try to stop people from going head long into
things that they should not be getting into, and
there are times that the vehicle will act up,
but instead of people inquiring of the Lord, as
to what that means, sometimes they get mad at
the vehicle. And that is being like
Balaam, cursing the ass!
I considered the color of the horse being red,
but the horse showed no signs of warring or
violence. He was very soft spoken.
Is this symbolic of the red people, my Lord?
Only the white man nailed nails and metal into
the horses hooves. But when the red
man got a hold of the horse, they left them in
their natural state, and did not add anything to
their hooves. Their horses were also able
to scale mountains better, than those that
belonged to the white people, and had slippery
metal on their hooves.
What came to my remembrance was a message the
Lord spoke the other day about how man has tried
to perfect perfection. And by doing this,
they have really messed things up!
The man that was next to me, I do not know who
he was.
Let me not lean to my own understanding as to
what You are trying to show me in this dream, O
Lord. You are the One Who gave it to me,
and I look to You to give me the understanding
to it, as well. Amen!
Riech D.
Cruz
1735
College Street
Beaumont,
TX 77701
409-839-8404
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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