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This Is The
Eighth Month of My 14th Year!
241st
Day - 14th Year!
29th
Day of The 8th Month
06-01-2009
2nd
Day of the Week, which is called Monday!
“Desire The MP3 Reports!”
MP3 Reports
are recordings of these Messages from the LORD
onto CD's! Thus saith the LORD, Pray that
every MP3 Report, that you see mentioned in
these Reports, will come unto you!
Amen!
MP3 Reports can be downloaded from: www.xmeah.com.
06-01-2009
"The Evening!"
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Thank You, O Lord God for the start this
morning! Thank You for the work that You have
blessed me and given me the ability to do again!
Thank You for the Holy Angels that You have
given to help us, and to strengthen us!
Thank You for the deliverance from our enemies,
O God! Blessed are You, O Lord God my Help
and my Strength! You caused me to rise up
and to give You the praise that You are due!
You make my heart joyful and You cause me to
sing and to give You thanks!
When I meditate on the things that You have
delivered me from, it amazes me and makes me
even more joyful, seeing all that You have done
for me. I was meditating on a time that I
was sick with the gas pains, where it hurt for
me to hold Deborah Esther and breastfeed her.
It came to my remembrance how the evil spirits
were constantly talking to me and telling me
things about now I would lose my milk, because I
was sick and also that I would have to bottle
feed her! I would curse those evil
talkers, because I did not want to hear that!
But, You, O Lord, delivered me from my strong
enemy and You shut the mouths of the wicked!
You caused, what they were trying to do, to come
to nothing, and You showed Your Strength and
Your Power to deliver! Amen!
You have even given me to loosen the diaper that
Deborah Esther wears and I noticed a great
difference in her behavior! On yesterday,
she did not have any gas pains in her stomach.
She had her regular bowel movements, and they
did not cause her any pains! Thank You,
Lord for showing me how tight her diaper was
around her waist, all the time, and for giving
me to loosen it up for her. She even slept
better last night, only waking up twice to eat!
Blessed is Your Help, O Lord, and blessed is
Your Wisdom!
If You taught us not to wear tight clothing,
then babies should not wear anything tight on
them, either, because it can cause problems with
them too! How mighty is that, O Lord!
Thank You for giving me to meditate on these
things. Thank You, Lord for inspiring me
in what to do to take better care of her.
Amen!
"The Morning!"
Thank You, Lord for sending forth the
understanding to the dream from yesterday, where
I saw that I had gone to Services, but at the
very end I had fallen asleep! You truly do
know when it is time for us to do things.
And You cause us to stay put, until You say the
way is clear! It came to my remembrance
when I had given birth to our third child,
Michael, that I was up too soon, and doing too
many things, and ended up getting a bad case of
hemorrhoids because of it! With the birth
of Deborah Esther I have sensed a lot of
pushing to go out and to do things, even things
that seem to be needful, like going to the
store, but I thank You Lord, for causing me to
not be moved! I hear about people asking
for me, or wanting to see the baby, and they
want me to bring the baby to them, but is it not
just as easy for them to come to me, where I am?
Amen!
I feel the pushing of the wicked trying to get
me to do a lot of things that it is not time for
me to do yet. My body does need to heal
all the way!
In a dream from last night, a Man of God had
come over and he was talking in a stern way to
our oldest son, whose name by birth is Ruben,
but we call him Joshua now. Joshua looked
kind of confused, because he had not done the
thing that was being talked about. When
the Preacher realized that it was not this Ruben
that had said or done the thing that was being
spoken about, he turned and looked at me and
said, "Who did this?" and then I pointed to my
husband, whose name is also Ruben! I do
not know what he had done, but apparently I had
spoken about what was done and just said the
name "Ruben," but did not imply as to which
Ruben it was that had done the thing!
My Lord, what does this mean?
I see being pushed into doing things that I am
not ready to do. I ask that You would
cause the peace to come to those that are around
me, so that they will not be moved by the evil
to try to cause me to do things that it is not
time to do. We left the house one day, to
go to Wal-mart, and that was because I had to go
and get a bra that would not cause me so much
pain and discomfort! I had been counseled
as to what kind of bra to get, so I went to go
find it myself. Other than that, I have
not left the house, and have had no desire to do
so.
I also considered sex, and how I know I am not
ready for that yet, either! The body does
need time to heal properly, and when it is time,
all of the things I used to do will be returned
and I know that there will be peace with all
things! I do wish that others understood
what my body went through, and not push me into
doing things. But blessed is the Power of
God that causes us to stand! You cause us
not to be moved.
Desires are all around and they float around
like a thick cloud, but in Your timing, You
remove all of those desires from around me and
You give me peace! You are my Comforter
and my Strength!
Thank You for all of the joy that You give, O
Lord. And blessed are the meditations that
You give to us! I love to meditate in the
Word and on the things that we have learned of
You! Amen!
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So, how do I feel if I were to see a Man of God
make a mistake? In the dream, I considered
how the Word that he was given to speak was the
Word of God, but it was not directed to the
right person. Do I look at him as not
being a Man of God anymore, because he made a
mistake? Do we not all make mistakes?
Which of us is perfect? We are being
purged bit by bit! I do not know
what this dream means, but this is what came to
mind, when I read the website at
http://www.xmeah.com.
The Word that he was speaking is still the Word
of God and the corrections that he was giving
was still right, even though it was not directed
to the right person, or so I thought! I did not look at him
as being any less than he was, just because I
saw a mistake he made. The Lord taught us
before about how people want to cast down an
anointed preacher, just because they see him
make a mistake! But we all make mistakes,
and God does not cast us away, so why are people
so quick to judge a servant of the Lord?
God was the One Who exalted the man, so if any
changes are to be made, it would also come by
God! This is also why David did not remove
Saul from his throne, because he knew Who placed
Saul as King over Israel!
Thank You, Lord for causing me to look at this
as being a relationship between a preacher and
the flock, and not as a particular preacher that I
know! Amen!
WOW!! How mighty is the
understanding that You brought forth, O Lord!
I had considered the dream and wondered
about how well did I communicate what I was
trying to communicate? And then the Lord
brought forth this understanding, through the
mouth of Xmeah, about this dream!
How deep is your
understanding?
To whom was Jesus
speaking?
He was looking in
the direction of the people who were before Him;
but, He was speaking with people who were yet to
come; and, when we hear those Words in these
days, we know He was speaking to us!
So, to whom was He
speaking?
Who sends the
Words?
The Words went to
where God has sent them!
Things are not as
they appear to you!
You are looking at
higher things, and thinking you understand what
is going on.
The Lord wanted you
to know that you need to be sure you are making
things clear when you are speaking to others.
Did not the
preacher say to you all that he will sometimes
appear before you as an unlearned person.
Consider people
having the same names, and you speak only the
name, assuming you are distinguishing which of
these you are referring to.
And, why do people
name their children after the names of others,
such as naming the first born son after the name
of his father?
Where did this
junior stuff come from?
When you are
speaking in the Spirit and by the Spirit, you
communicate more than just words!
Consider the
visions you are able to see when I speak!
The Spirit carry
the Words with the visions to cause you to also
see what is being spoken about!
Consider the need
to communicate more clearly!
There is also anger
being communicated!
Anger derives from
frustrations within yourself!
Also, consider how
you will try to make somebody to feel about a
person the same way you are feeling about that
person.
Remember the things
in the heart that are not yet cleared out; and,
God is exposing these things daily!
A thing was done:
but, how many have done this thing?
And, how many
people were the Lord speaking to?
Some try to put on
an innocent look just like Judas, the one who
betrayed the Lord!
A man is not always
making the mistake that you think he is making:
but, he is being caused to do something to bring
out some evil about you, like that which Paul
did!
Remember how much
higher than you the man of God is!
The Bible speaks of
other men whose names were Judas: but, there is
a distinction made as to which Judas was being
spoken about!
So, which Ruben was
it; and, was it made clear?
If this was spoken
to an unlearned person, would he know which of
these you were speaking about?
Amen!
My Lord, what You have brought
forth is awesome to me! It is so true!
All that You say is true, O Lord God! I
have cursed the evil that You have shown me
about myself in this dream! I still need
to be purged, O Lord! We are never to get
so comfortable in one spot and think that there
is nothing else that we have to learn or to
gain! Amen!
Whenever we have a dream, we are
to first look at, how does this dream pertain to
ourselves. And not look at it, like it is
talking about someone else!
I questioned, how well did I
communicate which Ruben I was talking about?
This showed that I was not speaking as well as I
thought I was, because it was not made clear, to
the hearer, as to which Ruben I was talking
about!
I also looked at what the Lord
was saying about where did all of this Junior
stuff come from? He said it came from
Europe. Look at the Kings that were named
after their fathers. It came to my
remembrance about how many King Henry's there
were!
A lot of things that my husband and I did for
the children, we did out of ignorance, not
knowing the Lord, even in their naming.
With our oldest son, we both wanted to name him
Joshua, but at the end, we decided to name him
Ruben, after my husband. And now that our
oldest son is older, he told us that he wanted
to be named Joshua! It amazed me, because
I had never told him that this was the name that
we had thought about naming him, before he was
born, but never did! He chose this name on
his own!
With our youngest child, Deborah Esther, we
allowed the Lord to give her the name. We
acknowledged the errors that we had made, in our
past with our other children, and this time we
wanted to do it right! The Lord gave us
her name, through the mouth of the Man of God,
after she was born. We were all together
when the Lord spoke her name! It was
agreed upon that this was to be her name and
this is what we now call her. Her name
that God gave her is Deborah Esther!
Amen!
Riech D.
Cruz
1735
College Street
Beaumont,
TX 77701
409-839-8404
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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