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312th Day - 14th Year!
8th Day of The 11th Month!
08-11-2009
3rd
Day of the Week, which is called Tuesday!
08-11-2009
"The Evening!"
08-11-2009.mp3
Blessed are You, O Lord our Healer and our
Comforter! Thank You, Lord for having
Xmeah to come over and to anoint Deborah Esther
with oil and pray for her. It came to my
mind that what ever I eat and affects me, also
affects her. I have been having a lot of
gas, but it is not trapped gas, like it was
before. And she has also been having a lot
of gas, but her gas gets trapped and causes her
pain and discomfort. Also I have noticed
that she is not having regular bowel movements
again. Yesterday she did not have any all
day long. The Lord instructed me, on Sunday,
to take some Prune Juice, because I was also
saying that I am having trouble eating the
prunes like I used to, because I have a new
tooth coming in, on one side, and a bad tooth on
the other side that hurts. I would still
eat the prunes, because I know that since
I am breast feeding her, that I would have to
eat it, for her sake, even though it caused me
pain. It was the same thing that I would
do while I was pregnant, I was telling my
husband one time that I sacrifice my comforts
for the baby's sake. But the Lord gave me
to drink prune juice, so that is what I did.
It came back to my remembrance on Monday
morning, and I went to the store and bought
some. Thank You, Lord for the instructions
and giving me what to take, to help her.
Then You had Xmeah to come over and she was
still uncomfortable, so Xmeah took her and
started singing praises and then anointed her
with oil. While he was holding her, she
was talking to him, and then she started to cry.
She was crying a lot, and he told us that she
was in a lot of pain. I thank You, Lord
for Xmeah. After he anointed her, he told
her that she was going to be ok. And then
the Lord spoke through him, and told me to take
some Maalox, for her. So we went to the
store and got that, and I took some. It is
not the thing that does the work, it is just the
obedience to do what God said to do. That
is all! I thank You for the steps of faith that
You have given, O Lord! Amen!
A little while ago, I woke up to check on
Deborah, who was moving around in her crib, and
I saw that she had crawled to the end of the
crib and was about to bang her head against the
rails. I picked her up to feed her and
that is when the dream came back to my
remembrance. This dream was sad for me,
and I meditated on should I write it, or not.
Or should I just tell it to Xmeah, to get the
understanding of it.
I know that You make all things clear to us, O
Lord, that not even a fool can error!
Amen! You are Faithful to show us our sins
and what You have against us, so that we can
have a chance to have these things cleared up,
so we will not meet You with any sins still
attributed to us. Amen.
"The Morning!"
Thank You, O Lord God for the rest that You have
given to Deborah Esther and the comfort.
Thank You for the steps of faith You have given
me to take, through Xmeah. Thank You for
Your counsel. I know that You are a Mighty
God and You are full of mercy and loving
kindness! You strengthen us, O God with
Your Strength!
You showed me by the way of a dream that I was
in a house with Xmeah, who is the Man of God,
and a visitor was coming over. Xmeah lived
in a different house, than the one he lives in
now. In the dream, his desk was next to a
window, but the front of his desk was next to
the door, so that he could face anyone who came
in the front door. I liked the way it was
turned, and it reminded me of how a
receptionist's desk usually is turned towards
the people coming in. Xmeah had some
marijuana leaves and little seeds on his desk,
that he was separating, so he could roll up a
cigarette with it. But as he was
separating it, he said a man was coming to
visit, and he was close to the door. I was
by the door, so I tried to lock it, so that
Xmeah could put the marijuana away. He was
sliding it into a drawer when the man opened the
door. I thought I had locked it, but maybe
I had unlocked it, or maybe the locks were not
working, I do not know. But I was
surprised when the man just opened the door!
He came in, and I saw it was an older white man.
He was a friend of Xmeah's and he introduced
himself to me. He said his name twice and
he said it slowly as if to get me to remember
his name. I shook his hand and introduced
myself to him. I said, "My name is Riech
Cruz." He looked puzzled when I said,
"Riech," like most people do. I then went
on to explain, saying, "Rich, like as in a lot
of money! Or rich in faith!" I
wondered why did I speak about faith second!
That had reminded me, in the dream, about how
Xmeah counseled us saying that we are not to say
we are going to do the Lord's work as a
secondary thought. He was speaking about
something I had said, when I was telling him
that we were wanting to take a trip, and also
when we go we can spread the Word of God into
other areas. He told me that we should
never speak of the Lord's work as a secondary
thing, but if we go out we are to have the
Lord's purpose in mind first! And also
that if we have preplanned in our minds where we
are going to go, then that is not being led by
the Spirit. Who knows which way the Spirit
will go?
Love is not an emotional feeling. Love is
not holding, cuddling and things like that.
But what are you willing to do for a person,
shows love!
In the dream, there was nothing wrong with the
herb called marijuana. But I know that if
the white man saw it, he would become offended
and would not be able to hear what the Lord was
saying, through Xmeah, because all he could
focus on would be the marijuana he saw! So
Xmeah put this away to avoid offending this
man's conscience! This is love! This
is wisdom and discretion!
On the first day of the week, the Lord was
speaking to all of us about how there is
nothing that goes into
the body that defiles it. When He said,
"Nothing," He means nothing! He was using
the example of tobacco. But I also know
that this includes marijuana too! God gave
us the green herbs for our healing! But
with marijuana, who said that the only way to
take this herb is by smoking it? What
about a tea, or even just eating it?
However it is given to you to take it, by the
Lord, is how you are supposed to take it.
There is a controversy going on with what God
said and what the Surgeon General says!
God said that He created every green herb and
tree and said that it was good. But man
says that it is a drug and is not good.
Man wants to take away the free things and then
charge you for some concoction that he made up,
like a witch makes her brew, and then puts it in
little vials to sell to you!
Xmeah does not smoke marijuana, but I know that
the dream was showing something symbolic about
how people look at things that the world has
said and believe it more than what God has said!
I saw how Xmeah did not want to offend the man,
so he put it away, even though it was legal for
him to do so, in God's Sight. The Apostle
Paul was the one who said that all things are
lawful for us, but we must use discretion as to
when we do certain things. We do not ever
want to do things that would offend a young one.
The man being physically old, does not mean
anything! He was still a baby in Christ!
He had been in the world all of his life, and
knew very little of the ways of the Lord.
So until he has been taught, we have to watch
what we do in front of him. Amen!
We have a physical baby, in Deborah Esther, and
I see how I have to give her milk now, because
that is all that she can handle. But as
she keeps growing, she is getting stronger and
she is about to start teething, where I know she
will be able to eat solid foods soon! This
is also like a baby in the Lord. We do not
give them things that are too strong for them in
the beginning, because it will choke them!
So the Lord gives them milk, and as they grow,
then they can handle the meat of the Word!
Amen!
I do wish I knew what the man's name was.
He told me twice! My Lord, I do ask that
You would bring it back to my remembrance!
Amen!
I have seen twice already that I prayed and
asked You to loose Deborah's bowels and right
afterwards, she did! My Lord, let this be
done again, I pray. It is not by my might
or by my power, because I have none! But
it is Your Power! You are in control, and
I do ask that You would hear my prayer, for her
sake, and loose her bowels! She eats and
eats but nothing is coming out. She spits
up, and I wonder if it is because so much is
going in and nothing coming out, it needs a
place to go, so it comes back up! She is
innocent and has committed no sin! I do
ask for Your Help, O Lord!
What must I do to take this affliction away from
her? I do sacrifice for her sake, and it
is not grievous to me to do something to help
her. Amen.
Xmeah has taken her pains upon himself and he
said that he has done this gladly. Amen.
The strong bare the infirmities of the weak.
What must I do to be cleansed so that I can be a
help, not only to her, but to others. I
hear about the afflictions and pains of others,
and I know that I have to be right with God in
order to be a help to them.
What good does it do to feel sorry for a person
that is sick? Does that help them?
They do not need our sympathy! They need a
healing from God!
My Lord, I know that the problem Deborah Esther
is having is nothing to You! You have all
Power! You take power and dominion over
everything! I have seen how You have
healed me when I was sick, and I thought I was
going to die, and I know that this problem with
Deborah is nothing to you!
I remember the time that I was so sick that I
could not even walk straight without feeling
dizzy and swaying all over the place! I
remember the loss of feeling in my hands and my
feet! I remember the racing of my heart
and the pounding of my veins in my temple!
I also remember the wicked spirits telling me
that I was going to die! But life and
death are in God's Hands! I remember
Xmeah's prayers and his comforting hands.
I saw the salvation of God! He does not
have to tell me he loves me, because I know he
does, by what he does. For him to take the
sickness upon himself for Deborah shows he loves
her. He does not hold her and cuddle her
as much as everyone else does, but I must say
that he loves her more than any of us!
Amen.
The other dream showed that the midwife, who
delivered Deborah Esther, had come over.
Her name is Erika. She was wearing a
jacket over her t- strapped shirt, and we were
in a kitchen. This kitchen was not one
that I recognized. But it appeared that we
lived in a different house, too. This
kitchen seemed to be more modern and it was
white. I was looking for a dishwasher, but
I could not find one. I told Erika I was
surprised that for being such a new kitchen, it
did not have a dishwasher in it. I was not
going to use it anyway, but I was looking for
it. I was already washing dishes and
talking to Erika.
Then Erika took off her jacket and that is when
I saw that she had a white, t-strapped shirt on
underneath, but then I saw her upper arms and
they were so bushy and hairy, it was like the
wool of a sheep! I was shocked to see that
much hair on a person, let alone, on a woman!
It also kind of grossed me out to see it!
I never knew she was so hairy! I know that
she does not have that much hair on her like
that, but what does this mean spiritually?
And my Lord, what does this mean to me?
There was also another dream that the Lord gave
me. In this dream it appeared that the
Communion was not being served because of me!
The Communion was being given, but I was not
allowed to take it. I saw only two people
take the cup, but there were four people in the
room! I saw Xmeah, Cherry, another woman,
and myself. I do not know who this other
female was. The Lord had Xmeah to get the glass
of wine and he gave it to Cherry and then he
handed it to the other female. It was not like
the other times where the cup is handed to one
person and they pass it on. We all drink from
one cup, and this is also showing the oneness
that is supposed to be in the Body of Christ.
But when it was my turn to get it, the Preacher
shook his head and said, "no." That is when I
started to cry, and I stood there for a minute,
but then I finally turned around and walked out
of the room. My Lord, what does this mean
to me? I considered how the Communion has
been taken away from us, and I considered what
must I do, as an individual, to be able to take
the communion again?
I do know that the Lord is faithful to show us
our sins! He will not hide them from us,
if we really want to know them! He is not
cruel, where He will not tell us, just so that
we can be condemned to everlasting torment in
the Lake of Fire! Amen!
Riech D. Cruz
1735 College Street
Beaumont, TX 77701
riech@mycomputerlady.net
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