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323rd
Day - 13th Year!
18th Day
of The 11th month (Tree
of Life!)
08-21-2008
5th
Day of the Week, which is called Thursday!
323rd Day-13th Year.mp3
What would
You have for me to do today, O Lord? You
are my Help and My Strength! You are my
confidence and my Shield! Blessed is all
of the Protection that comes from You, and
Blessed are the Angels that You give Charge over
us to watch over us and to keep us safe!
Mighty is Your Power, O God, and Mighty are You
to deliver the people! You set our focus
right, O Lord on the things we are to be focused
on, and it is blessed. You establish peace
in all of the borders!
Blessed are
You, O Lord God Holy Ghost Who does bring all
things, that we have learned of You, back to our
remembrance! Blessed is the remembrance of
the dreams which You have given! I did not
even remember that I had a dream, until just
now. Thank You, Lord for that!
In the
dream, again I saw myself looking in the mirror!
But this time as I looked in the mirror I saw
that when I had brushed my hair (which I do not
do very often) that all the curls came out
because I brushed it, and it was very straight!
But when I looked, I saw that my hair was very
long! It was halfway down my back!
It was still dark black, like it is now, but it
was very long and very shiny!
I looked at
it and thought, "Wow, I did not know my hair was
so long!" Because I would just wash my hair
and then pin it up, without brushing it, and it
has always been very curly! But now that all
the curls were gone, I saw that it was very long,
straight,
and very pretty. It reminded me of how
they show the shampoo commercials on TV, where
the woman holds her hair up and lets it fall, so
that the viewers can see the shininess of her
hair.
My Lord,
what does this mean?
A funny
thought came to me when I thought about the
curly hair being made straight, and I thought
about the crooked paths are made straight.
I am not saying that this is what the dream
means, but it was a humorous thought to me.
Amen!
There was
another dream that showed that I was looking in
the mirror at myself, and I saw myself wearing
some sort of fancy glasses, that I would not
normally wear. But this dream came true,
when I saw a customer walk into the shop wearing
the same, fancy glasses, that I saw in the
dream! She was telling me that she would
not normally wear these type of glasses!
I have also
heard females trying to tell me that I should do
something with my hair. They say I should
straighten it. But I am content with what
God gave me. They try to get me to change
to be like them. But I am not one who
wants people to look at my outside. I want
them to see the Lord, in me, and I put Him on
display! When I smile or show forth
friendliness, it is because this is the Lord in
me, and this is how He has made me to be!
I do not dress to impress people, or change the
way I look so people will accept me. Amen.
Once, when I
was a little girl, my mother was brushing my
hair, and I was holding a white Barbie doll, and
I told my mother that I wished my hair was like
the doll's. She took the doll from me and
placed it across my forehead and showed me in
the mirror how I looked and said, "Do you like
the way you look?" I saw this straight,
blonde hair, against my dark face, and laughed,
saying "No!"
But even at
a young age, I see how the evil spirits give
people to think upon what is beautiful and what
is acceptable! Even at a young age, I was
being programmed into thinking that white was
beautiful, and black was ugly.
And I still
see people in these days, the same way, because
the black people straighten their hair and
lighten their skin, to look white. They do
not know that they are actually despising
themselves, and saying that they are ugly!
They do not like the way that God made them and
they want to be something else.
When I was a
teenager, I would put chemicals in my hair to
make my hair straight and to make it lighter!
How foolish was I in my youth! It wasn't
until after I was baptized in 1994, that the
Lord started to teach me, through the mouth of
the Man of God, Xmeah about not looking at the
outside, but God is looking at making the inside
beautiful! I began to start giving less
and less focus to the outside, and work on the
inside! It is my soul that must be
beautiful, and not the outside, which is sin,
and will rot away and die, anyway! But it
is the soul that lives forever! This is
where the focus is to be! Amen!
But in the
dream, I was looking at the outside and I did
think that the straight black hair, like that of
an Indian, was beautiful. What is this, my
Lord? I ask that this dream would be
explained to me. I need to know what is
going on inside of me, and I need to be purged
of evil, so that I can be clean! Amen!
Purge me, O
God!
Blessed is
the rain that You have been giving us in
abundance!@ Blessed are You, O Mighty God!
Amen!
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