Riech D. Cruz

1735 College Street

Beaumont, TX 77701

409-839-8404

riech@mycomputerlady.net

75^th Day - 15th Year!

14^th Day of The 3^rd Month

12-17-2009

 5^th Day of the Week, which is called Thursday!

"The Morning!"

You are Mighty, O God in all that You do!

Thank You for the time to record and to do the things that are my duty to do!  Amen! 

You have truly given me much needed help and strength!  Thank You for the corrections that You give to us, through Xmeah and for giving me the right focus!  Thank You for the Way that You have ordained!  It is good to hear Your Word and to benefit from it!  I thank You for giving me things to look at, in myself, when I heard the Report for today!  I know I have a need to forgive like You forgive, O Lord!  I know I do not have that, and I know that it is very detrimental to my life, for me to get that! 

I also know that what You have said is true about we receive that which we have given to others, and done to others.  It came to my mind today about mercy, and showing mercy towards others so that mercy can be given to me, too!  I know that in this time of year, people are foolish in spending, and they spend money that they do not have to begin with, to buy presents that people do not need!  Then they come to me and ask me to hold their computer a little longer, after the holidays!  This is not right that people do this.  But at times You have given me to give people mercy, for they do not know what they are doing!  It is true, O Lord, what You said, that we are stupid children!  I do not expect the people to make wise decisions and wise choices.  How can they?

You have truly delivered me from so much bitterness!  Thank You for the help and for releasing a lot of pressure off of me!

Thank You for having Xmeah to come over!  I was recording a Report, when Michael came in and said he was here!  I was very excited to have him come over.  The Lord started to speak to us, through him and many errors were pointed out and we all had a thorough examination of ourselves done this day!  It was so uplifting for me and I am so thankful for what was done!  I really needed that help and that boost!  I was feeling attacked on every side and mostly in my own mind!  These wicked spirits are constantly talking in my head and wanting me to go and tell on someone so that I could try to get Xmeah to side with me and to cast this person out for the things that were being done!  It was a constant thing to get me to talk, but I was not going to do what they wanted!  I knew that they wanted me to get him to side with me, and I knew that he would not!  And then when Xmeah spoke about that, I felt so relieved, that the Lord knew exactly what I was going through!  It was such a great help and such strength was added to me!  I am so relieved, and so grateful to You, O Lord, for what You have done!

I also knew that at this time, I really need to watch what I do to others and what I desire to happen to others, because I knew that what I desired to happen to someone would happen to me!  All of these were things that I had been meditating on, and to hear the Lord speak about it, openly, through Xmeah, was a great joy to me!

These damned wicked spirits are ALWAYS talking!  They seem to never shut up!  It is very rare that it is quiet in my mind where I am not hearing some bitter talking!  I hear things like, "they are laughing at you!" or "They are making fun of you!"  And then they say crap to try to get me to become angry with people or they try to tell me things to get me to talk about someone's sins!

My Lord, I know that this can only go on in my head as long as You allow it to be!  I do ask that I would be given what I need to endure this to the end!  There is not anything that You allow to come upon us, that is too great for us to handle!  I know that You are giving me all the help that I need, through Xmeah's counsel!   Thank You for setting my feet on the right path!  When I felt like I was falling, You were there to lift me up!  When I was weak, You were there to strengthen me, once again!  Blessed are You, O Lord and blessed is the help You give!

It is so good to have the peace and the joy restored in the house again!  It is good to hear the laughter again!  It is good to see the focus, like You spoke about!  My Lord, You are truly Great and Blessed above all! 

It was no problem for me to turn the recording off!  I received something so great, when I heard that Xmeah was here, and I dropped what I was doing to sit with him and hear the things of the Lord.  I was also very glad that the Lord brought things out on His Own, because I did not know what to say, or how to talk about the problems in the house!  But the Lord spoke about it, without me having to say anything, and that was mighty!

Thank You for the joy in writing!  Thank You for the encouraging words, not only for me, but also for others too.  I eat and I give to others what I eat!

Thank You for the remembrance of Isaiah 58!  You gave me to read that!  Thank You for the refreshing and for ordering the steps!  Your Way it is perfect and it is upright!  It is the Best Way and the only Way that True Deliverance can come to all people!  Not just one, but many!

I am hearing reports all around me about great troubles to those who are close to me!  But I do commit all of this into Your Hands, O Lord!  For You are capable of dealing with all of this!

Thank You for having Xmeah to also speak about the Works of Love!  This was also in a recent Report about going back to 1 Corinthians 13!  Talk is cheap, but God wants to see our works!  Amen!

Thank You, Lord!  I have nothing but praises and thanksgiving to give to You!  Amen!

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